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[	Current music	|	What hurts the most-Rascal Flatts	]

What is the point of learning languages i ask you? What the heck do they think i'm going to grow up to be a chinese speaking professor writing chinese books for a living? I dont think so. If not then what is the point of all the chinese comprehensions and whatnots. The world would be a better place if we all communicated in English. No doubt it would be boring and all. But the world would be a much simpler place. Whats more i wouldnt have to mug so hard for a paper which has no link to what i've been studying at all. The teachers have grown smarter. Chinese comprehension is no more copy and paste. It's all about getting those brain juices flowing. Srsly i dont get the point in second languages. 

Am I the only one if i confess saying i've never loved a person fully. It has always been a love-hate relationship with people around me. Am i just weird or is this the way the world turns?

Would you ever run out of friends to turn to?

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[	Current music	|	5 mins to midnight-boys like girls	]

MYE tomorrow. so byebye.

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I sulk when the classrooms get stuffy. Sometime that i noticied today. And i prolly ignored sophie. Thats bad. Real bad. Oh hidey doo, i'll try to control it. No promises though. Yesterday  was terrifying. Blame it on myself i can never resist a challenge. I was in a whole fuck-the-world mood. I hate cycling on sundays. I wanted to bang all the slow-poks in front. They think that their grandfather owns the road or something. Cycling at a fucking 0.00002km/hr. Hello, if you want to ride that slow, its no different from riding a indoor bicycle in the gym or something. Wow, i really have let off some steam. 

Dc today. Reika let me off five mins early. Not much to brag about but that's what you get for having so many counsellors in your class and being nice and friendly to them. Stayed back to study with Michelle. I swear she's the only person i can study with. The rest of my friends are all fooling around buddies. Ate tons of hichews and skittles. And i fear i will have diabetes again. But for today i have more important things to worry about. Literature unseen tomorrow. Lets hope it wont be that hard, s.s sucked today.
I mean suck as in really sucked.My mom is coming back tomorrow. My dad has been a dad-mom this past couple of days. Hurrah to him for ironing my uniform.

I guess we never really moved on.

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[	Current music	|	A pen and a piece of mind.	]

My study buddy turned out to be my play-with-me and don't study buddy. I still love her nonetheless. I had fun sitting under the coconut tree, making fun of the couples making out. Sitting at pit 15c was awkward. At first it was kind of fun then the other people decided to come and we moved on. Isn't life about moving on? But somehow I'm still stuck with you. I tried to tear those thoughts away but I can't. Okay, i digressed. You never asked if i was okay.

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[	Current music	|	I want you-electrico	]

And the day's over now. I somehow find myself counting the minutes left to school these days. This just isn't like me. What's wrong? And by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY my muzza(mother). I don't know how she is going to read this, but i felt like i should say it anyway. I think my juniors are great, they wanted to come my house to return something they accidentally took. Wow says I. I hate the weather these days. They alternate between shine and rain. It's getting on my nerves. The weather should just make up its mind and stick to it. I would rather it be heavily downpouring though if you ask for my opinion. Its too darn hot to concentrate on anything nowadays. Alright, lets not digress and get back to Chemistry.

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Today's match was not that great to me 16-1. I scored once, that is enough to get me in the doldrums.
I want to feel again, help me would you?

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I need to curb my spending habits, it's going out of control. Furthermore i don't think i'm working anymore. Oh aye i'll start worryng about it later, for now i have a tournament tomorrow and i should be tucked in bed all warm and cuddly(oh yes, i need to go on a diet, extremexzx diet, after the tournaments perhaps.) But i don't want to go on the bed for that is when i'll start thinking about things and getting insomia and wishing that someone was beside me and talking to me instead of alone on the bed. I miss the days when i touch the bed and fall asleep. It's as if the sand man has put some stuff in my eyes. On top of that my phone is spoilt. It can't be on and i can only recieve it on friday. Tell me i miss my phone really badly. When it gets to me, all the content will be deleted so i shall need some people's phone numbers again. The rest are stored in my sim card. So please don't get offended when i ask you to identify yourself. All the pictures will be gone too, i regret not saving them on my computer, shoot me someone. I made muffins today, banana muffins. I have no life it's been eons since i watched a movie. The last one was happy feet? I can't possibly remember but i have not stepped into a theatre so far this year. I think i am living in a cave or something. Went out to town but the tickets were sold out, movies are against me. I should go buy cheap cheap vids from malaysia, invite a few friends over and have my own theatre. Yes, that does sound nice, doesn't it. Tournament again tomorrow, i am not pysched up yet. Why is this is so? I need to study badly, i have not being doing anything productive the last two weeks. I do not enjoy failing anything, so lets get motivated and
1. Win all the tournaments.
2. Study until i die or something close to that.
3. Lose weight(i think its impossible, help)
4. Save up
5. Sleeping well.

Byebyegoodnight,dontletthebedbugsbite.

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[	Current music	|	Tiger Lily-Matchbook romance	]

This week has been pretty slack. Homework-wise. CCA schedule is hectic. Trainings and matches are consecutively coming one day after another. But who's complaining? Today we were against East View. To put it simply, we won, with our long red socks and full red jersey attire with shorts and all. It wasn't comfortable playing with school shoes at all, i stupidly left one of my track shoe in school. I wanted to kill myself, but otherwise the match went on. Except for this time when some girl fell and broke her knee or something. The match had to be stopped, gross they said it swelled like a big swelly-thingy. Oh well I am suprisingly looking forward to training tomorrow. 

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[	Current music	|	paper hearts	]

I loved school today. Truly i did. Sitting in the hall with friends and trying not to get caught when talking is a joy. Listening to lame-ass jokes and watching retarded faces were hilarious. Combined recess with the normal acad is a must-have everyday. I swear i miss Donna too much. I see her arnd once a week now? Wow what  a good job i do of keeping friends. Left early for tournament at Bukit Merah Sec, woo the C girls came to cheer us on. I think they are wonderful :D I hated the first period. It got my heart racing when no goals were scored on either side. And i got fucking 2mins penalty because the goalie threw the ball at my leg. Damn i was pissed. But all's well that ends well we took control and it was 5-0, to us. Oh joy, i do love winning. 4more matches to go. We will make it to the semis!

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[	Current music	|	The streets of baltimore	]

Alas im done with Social Studies. It was a pain in my ass. Finally finally i managed to make my lj more presentable. Now it's not that hard to read what i typed. Time out i need to know what you, you and you are thinking. It's killing me not knowing what's going on in your minds. I bought black pens. I feel good, knowing i have writing materials once more. Have you ever realised how short the lifespan of pens are? Oh golly, one more day. Till it's school and our first match of the year. My insides feels just like jellies thinking about it. Let's pray and hope we win this match. Wanna make honey water for me anybody?

P.s: Sometimes i wonder if you're thinking of me too.

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[	Current music	|	Runaway love	]

I am so darn relieved. So now everyone in my family knows about the tongue, and it's not that bad actually. They didn't really freak or anything. No more hiding in the toilet after meals(omgosh, rearrange this word and you get 'Melsa') I love the world, okay not really. Today is the nerina pallot showcase and instead of going i went to the science center and vivo. WOW. Anyhow, i saw Florencia there. So i know i wasnt the only sad soul being co-erced to go to Science centre. I want to go there someday with friends. i bet it would be 9284394times more fun. Vivo after, ate a carnivore. I swear it's damn nice and i just realised i dont like fondues, and i used to think i loved it. I finally got my collar-shirt. But, yes i still want more. 

P.S: i trust you
P.P.S: what is the meaning of my smiley?

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[	Current music	|	Shotgun serenade	]

Flrball match against RJC yesterday. The campus is the BIG[I am not exaggerating] One of their block is equivalent to CHIJ KC, & they have around A-Z blocks? Which is 26, right. Go count your alphabets. Ran around the track, and no it was not enjoyable. That made me give up my regret of not joining track. Played one hour match against RJC, their court was HUGE! I thought my lungs were going to give out and i was going to expire on the spot. Luckily that didnt happen. It would not be an awesomely lovely sight. The final score was 6-1. WE WON! AWESOME, AMAZING! Went to Junction 8 for mos burger. Home, slept, tuition. Flrball sucks up energy.

Hoz, training again this early morn. Nothing sucks more than training without a match to end it off. But it is for our own good, or so the coach says. Ate a banana on the way home(why am i telling you this?) To town to town to buy a fat pig, okay i didn't get anything today. I wasn't exactly in a shopping mood because there was not much to see. HIGGLY PIGGLY i like rhyming words, don't you. It was a long time since i saw MAY. HELLO MAY, HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER! 

p.s: My mum has a swatch watch with rabbits in karma sutra position.
        She is KEWL, does that mean i am too?
                                            :D

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[	Current music	|	PDA	]

Town was great.
Mad shopping with Elaine.
But we got only one item each.
Dinner was sucky.
Ate this hor fun thing Elaine recommended and it reminded me of mucus.
eww, starch overload.
Anyway, I saw Amanda, Amanda, Amelia, Arshu, Charmaine and Genevie at Topshop.
I swear I am fated to see AMANDA CHOO there.
I HEART MS SELFRIDGE(s.p) PURPLE SHADES
They cost fortytwo bucks.
Buy it for me, and i'll love you for life.


These are pretty.
Yes, no?
They cost thirty three bucks.
Buy yeah?
COMMENT PEOPLE.

p.s: Dont make elaine laugh when she's drinking water.
       It'll fly to your nose and you'll choke on it.
       That's not a terribly nice way to die.

p.p.s: ELAINE THIRTY THREE BUCKS gave me karma, my dad found out abt the tongue.
           Fuck.

p.p.p.s: Ignite tomorrow night.
              Set okay Mels.